WeDDinG iMaGiNatioN

I came across this video while FB-ing & quickly wanna share it here. It's so nice & touching...best of all...& what touched me the most is that...it's EXACTLY what keeps playing in my mind 24/7 these days. I keep imagining...that, on our BIG DAY...:

1. What will happen? (any sweet, funny, idiotic, laughable moments?)

2. Who will turn up? (which of my lifetime besties will be there to see me through the whole process?)

3. How will I look? (no pimples, no eyebags..please!!)

4. What about my make up? & my hair?

5. Which dress will I end up getting, which pair of shoes will I choose as my BRIDAL SHOES on that day? (Yes, I have roughly 5 pairs to choose from & I really haven't decided which one I like MORE).

I can imagine all the laughters, excitement, tears of happiness, everyone in happy mood & good spirits..RELATIVES, who have not met for ages...will 家好月圓..FRIENDS, be it from TTSS or Curtin..will be reunited..after graduating for "N" years now..

121, Taman Antarabangsa is gonna be loud & chaotic...ALL for a good cause. *sniff*sniff* Pass me the tissue please...I cried watching this video & thinking about my big day at the same time. All this...while having a RED WINE mask on...RED WINE + TEARS..good combination, no?

Go aHeaD..LittLe KiD

Can't believe you are still so childish. Seems like, you've not grown (mentally) a single bit at all since the days we played MONOPOLY as kids. You always wanna fight with me to buy Mayfair & Parklane, to be the first to build houses & hotels there & to tease each other who will be the first to get a CHANCE to GO TO JAIL...haha...those were the days.

Now, as we've grown into 'adults' (not really sure for your case?), seems like you're still the same. The little boy, who loses his temper & whose face turns sour when mama didn't buy the video game for you as promised. You sulk & sulk like a childish kid whenever you're not given the things you wanted. Even now, as your little cousin, (Oui, c'est moi) prepares for the BIG DAY, you choose to show your childish self to me again. I really couldn't believe my eyes at first, realising what you did to me. How could you? Why would you wanna make this into such a big deal? I thought we have made peace after those sms exchanges? How come you won't let it pass & choose to do this, knowing it will hurt me? Is this your way of 'revenging'? Should I 'act like a kid' along with you & tell your mama about this? If this action is from a little kid, I won't mind, but look at you...you're in your 30s for God's sake! SHAME ON YOU!! Siu mao mao~~buat malu for bullying your cousin sister even at this age!!

Sigh...you really shocked me for doing this. Well, I'll try my best to ignore & won't let this affect me preparing for my BIG DAY. Yeah, sorry..you're NOT WORTH it..:-p

FuNNy CraZy DuRiaN SeLLeR

We went to Jusco @ Maluri after dinner with my 'noisy' aunts & Uncle John; to buy some groceries few weeks back. Being the HOT DURIAN SEASON then, I just couldn't stop myself from being enchanted by the HEAVENLY smell as I walk through the fruit section. So, I stopped by & picked from the BEST BUY boxes. The seller was friendly (a bit too friendly). He started bullshitting alot, saying it's surely delicious, smells good, definitely thick & filling..etc & NOW at a discounted price..what are we waiting for?

So, Dada joined me & we decided to get the durian seller to pack 3 boxes, with some that we decided to share with friends. Then, halfway through packing, the durian seller asked us: "Excuse me, may I know, are you 輝(referring to Dada), & you're 儀(referring to me), right?" For a moment, we were confused, is he some ex-staff that we know from Genting? How does he know us? Then it struck me, "Oh, you know coz you saw our pendants, right?" He laughed & said yes..(I wear a pendant bearing HIS name & he wears a pendant bearing MY name, to let people know we 'belong to each other'. We have been wearing this since or first month of dating). Haha..so funny, he thought he's so humorous..I just ignored him & walked away continuing my grocery shopping while Dada waited for the durian. Dada later told me the 'not-so-funny' durian seller apologised..?? So 38 of him..:-p

EmotioNaL Me

Don't know what is wrong with me these days. People say, when you're planning a wedding, you might get the pre-wedding jitters? Everything will just get into your nerves. The smallest, tiniest thing will piss you off as easily as snapping your fingers. Your hormones will be imbalanced. You'll get irritated easily. You'll have endless quarrels with just practically EVERYONE involved. Why ah??

How did this happen to me? I realised for the past month or so, I feel that nothing is right. Feel so pressured..that I might just BURST anytime soon. Everything is not right, whatever that people say doesn't sound right. I feel like strangling anyone who says things that are nonsense, are of no help at all, or that is just not RIGHT for my ears. Piss off, leave me alone. It's my own wedding..not yours save all your comments for your OWN one..Thanks...

Sigh~~sorry, I don't mean to be rude. But then, I just don't know how to help myself. Or WHO can help me..I have thought of going for a relaxing spa & body massage..will this really help me relax & throw away all my worries? I seriously thought of splurging the cash for it..a RM 300++ package to pamper myself. How does that sound?

Might really check it out one day~~

eVerytHinG RoSak!!

I'm so damn mad!!! Seems like everything we have around us needs a change. You know why?? Coz they all broke down!!! 1st, I realised my OSIM uZap is not functioning. Next, my handphone Sony Ericsson K610i that I bought nearly 3 years back also went kaput...DAMN!! Not forgetting, our usual travelling bag that we used for all those trips abroad has also 'boycotted' us. All these stuff...were bought either in year 2006 or 2007. Is it really high time that we get new ones?

For the travelling bags, we got the replacements today. Well, this is one of the urgent items that needed our immediate attention. Coz we'll be going back to KK in 2 weeks!! Yippeee!!

Of all those things, the one that is most precious to me is my uZap. Dada got it for me as X'mas present in 2006. :( It has been out for nearly a month or so now & I feel the fats piling up on my tummy area....I don't wanna see those FAT ugly bulges coming back!!! I need to get a replacement soon! SOS!!! ~~sob~~sob~~

I'll need to check out the OSIM store we have here soon to find out the current market price or deals that they offer now. I need to get it QUICK!!!

Now, as for the handphone...hehe...I'm eyeing a touchscreen phone. It doesn't matter if it's not iPhone. I'm still a fan of Sony Ericsson. But my current W910i is really a disappointment. I dislike it lagging in terms of performance sometimes. The screen will also suddenly black out without notification even if you're in the middle of a conversation. The worst thing is that, the battery will turn scalding hot after only probably a 20mins call. U call this a PHONE?? Gosh...I'm very sick of it! I need a NEW PHONE!!